Forget it...
I Awaken after a night of restless sleep,
Where thoughts of her, could not soothe,
She is my happy thought, and my angry moment,
She is the reason I smiled as I rested my head,
She is the reason I tossed, I turned
Forget her...
She cannot say yes,
She cannot say no,
She speaks her mind,
Her eyes speak her heart,
She is contradictory contradiction
Forget "us"...
There is no hand to hold,
No hug to prolong,
No kiss to savor,
There is only a smile,
It says hi, bye, and I'm sorry
It says I love you, but can't
Forget Yes...
No is all I can have,
No is easier,
No is obvious
Forget No...
Yes I can be your friend
Yes I can ease your mind
Yes you miss me
Forget sadness...
I always know how to make you smile,
Your presence always makes my day
Forget happiness...
We find it, together though seperate
Forget her...
I can't...
I can however say, I hope she won't...
Forget me...
Monday, May 24, 2010
First and Last
Like a jigsaw puzzle with a thousand pieces,
You show up at my door, expecting to be made whole.
Because someone was too careless,
and nobody has cared more,
Finding yourself refilled on ego,
Replenished of self esteem.
Because,
Your needs are always first,
While I finish last
He'll treat you well,
For a month or two, until you're hooked,
As you'll fall further away from me,
You'll mean well, to call, and write,
But as the days go by,
So do good intentions,
Much like these intentions you'll disappear
Your desires will come first,
And I will come last.
A year will have gone by,
Our friendship will be only such on paper,
A bump in the highway of love,
Will lead to a phone call,
Kind words spoken on both ends,
A spark of friendship,
A rekindled flame of familiarity,
Advice will be given,
Advice will be taken,
If it works, the flame will douse,
Failure will only make the flame grow hotter.
Because your happiness comes first,
And another guy I will outlast.
The time will come where we allow ourselves,
To peek in on our friendship,
Our bond, which spoken or not,
And as unintentional as it is,
Will be strengthened,
My strength will be it's foundation,
Your strength drawn from mine.
Giving you confidence,
Leading you to another,
Only to continue this heart wrenching cycle.
Knowing your needs come first,
When will I finally leave at last?
You show up at my door, expecting to be made whole.
Because someone was too careless,
and nobody has cared more,
Finding yourself refilled on ego,
Replenished of self esteem.
Because,
Your needs are always first,
While I finish last
He'll treat you well,
For a month or two, until you're hooked,
As you'll fall further away from me,
You'll mean well, to call, and write,
But as the days go by,
So do good intentions,
Much like these intentions you'll disappear
Your desires will come first,
And I will come last.
A year will have gone by,
Our friendship will be only such on paper,
A bump in the highway of love,
Will lead to a phone call,
Kind words spoken on both ends,
A spark of friendship,
A rekindled flame of familiarity,
Advice will be given,
Advice will be taken,
If it works, the flame will douse,
Failure will only make the flame grow hotter.
Because your happiness comes first,
And another guy I will outlast.
The time will come where we allow ourselves,
To peek in on our friendship,
Our bond, which spoken or not,
And as unintentional as it is,
Will be strengthened,
My strength will be it's foundation,
Your strength drawn from mine.
Giving you confidence,
Leading you to another,
Only to continue this heart wrenching cycle.
Knowing your needs come first,
When will I finally leave at last?
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